Whispers...
Whispers crept through the silence, disturbing the peace of an unoccupied mind. ― Caroline Noe
There is newness in the air with the start of Spring and this year it brings the aroma of promise.
The depth of change and the steadiness of growth last year, brought more awareness to the deeper changes I had to make for my own life and to bring in a brighter future.
For the first time ever asking for the things that I so deeply wanted in my heart and Soul but never felt deserving of.
As these new seeds of hope and desire develop. As I see the changes physically taking place in my life, there is still a memory of my old self.
The memories of a person who is slowly and peacefully fragmenting before my very eyes.
I feel content. In fact happy. Very happy.
A sense of the work being done and being able to enjoy the Summer in celebration.
The thoughts and feelings that develop in the back of my mind in the early morning or even before sleep, are whispers now of a person who is surrendering to a more beautiful place to sit for a while.
“What if something goes wrong now?” the question so often asked. The pattern of a lifetime.
The underlying belief of being undeserving of the things that are yearned for in the depths are slowly falling away.
They are just memories, just whispers. Reminders.
And slowly they will crumble too. With recognition, understanding and appreciation for the person who managed and coped.
Honouring the person who once was.
Whispers of the heart and echoes of the mind are discreet yet powerful; pay close attention to them. ― Emmanuel Apetsi